WHEN YOU FIND YOURSELF EMPTY…

What will you do..
when there’s a moment..
you felt very tired..
felt sick..
down..
frust..
and very ‘empty’…
I tried to close my eyes…
so that anything that would interfere me..
fly away…
only for a few second…
not worked i must say…
tried to ignore my atmosphere…
letting my beloved friends keep guessing…
what’s wrong with me…
what’s wrong with me…
what’s wrong with me…
how should i answer you my friends…
if only i know what’s the point i’m being the way i am now…
still struggling to understand the ’smallest creature in my heart’…
which i could hardly understand it…
i just keep counting time passed…
from seconds…
to minutes…
to hours…
still being the way i am…
till at last…
i took my ablution…
and performed my ’solah’…
i ended my prayer with ‘doa’…
to calm my mind…
to reduce my pain…
to fill my ‘emptiness’…
and there you are…
i feel much much better…
for telling my feeling…
to the ‘ONE’ who will never asked…
the ‘ONE’ who always keep watching me…
taking care of me…
the ‘ONE’ who knows inside and outside me better than my self…
Thank you ALLAH…
Thank you ALLAH…
Thank you ALLAH…